tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-71067974293927276122024-03-08T14:45:25.281-08:00Now and RomeIkahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.comBlogger163125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-65836696712816084652010-07-13T06:41:00.000-07:002010-07-13T06:42:26.088-07:00MovingI'm moving to WordPress. You can find posts from July 2010 onwards <a href="http://nowandrome.wordpress.com">here</a>.Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-44233649338832819972010-06-16T08:46:00.000-07:002010-06-16T08:47:37.979-07:00omg look it's real<a href="http://www.continuumbooks.com/books/detail.aspx?BookId=134220&SntUrl=152138&SubjectId=1611&Subject2Id=1256">It's like a real book!</a> Only more expensive!Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-42588168173664959872010-05-27T03:42:00.000-07:002010-05-27T03:52:28.707-07:00Where homophobia and transphobia meetis a bad, bad place to be. <br /><br />This is a quick post to link to <a href="http://skipthemakeup.blogspot.com/2010/05/marriage-in-malawi-gay-issue.html">this</a> very good analysis of the reportage on the Tiwonge Chimbalanga and Steven Monjeza case, in Malawi, which has been all over the Western press lately. Ms Chimbalanga is female-identified and in a relationship with Steven Monjeza: they held an engagement ceremony in December 2009, and have been found guilty of 'performing unnatural acts and gross indecency' and sentenced to 14 years in prison with hard labour. The courts are proceeding on the basis that Ms Chimbalanga is male and that her relationship with Mr Monjeza is therefore homosexual. The Western press is also reporting the case as if Ms Chimbalanga was a man, and as if the only issue here were the right to same-sex relationships (and, in particular, same-sex marriage). This means that a whole dimension of the suffering and mistreatment that Ms Chimbalanga is going through - her being persistently misgendered as male and subject to invasive procedures to establish her biological sex - is being erased by the Western press, in order to make the predicament of this couple fit more neatly into our current obsession with the right to same-sex marriage.Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-65225174670543525402010-05-23T05:09:00.000-07:002010-05-23T05:15:47.790-07:00Help me write my paperI'm finishing my paper for <a href="http://www.bristol.ac.uk/arts/birtha/thinkingreciprocity/desireconf.html">this conference</a> (which is going to be so great, you guys), and in all seriousness, I would like your answers to this question: why is Dante in <i>The Divine Comedy</i> not a <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mary_Sue#Etymology">Mary-Sue</a>? <br /><br />Here's a bit of the <i>Inferno</i>:<br /><br /><blockquote>And so I saw together that excellent school<br />Of those who are masters of exalted song<br />Which, like an eagle, flies above the others.<br /><br />When they had talked together a little while,<br />They turned towards me with signs of recognition;<br />And my master smiled to see them do so.<br /><br />And then, they did me a still greater honour;<br />They took me as a member of their company,<br />So that I was a sixth among those great intellects.<br /><br />So we went on in the direction of the light,<br />Talking of things of which it is well to say nothing,<br />Although it was well to talk of them at the time. (Inf.4.94-105: trans. Sisson in the Oxford World's Classics edition)</blockquote><br /><br />Here's the start and end of the original Mary-Sue story:<br /><br /><blockquote>‘Gee, golly, gosh, gloriosky,’ thought Mary Sue as she stepped on the bridge of the Enterprise. ‘Here I am, the youngest lieutenant in the fleet - only fifteen and a half years old.’ Captain Kirk came up to her.<br />‘Oh, Lieutenant, I love you madly.' <br /><br />... In the Sick Bay as she breathed her last, she was surrounded by Captain Kirk, Mr. Spock, Dr. McCoy, and Mr. Scott, all weeping unashamedly at the loss of her beautiful youth and youthful beauty, intelligence, capability and all around niceness. </blockquote><br /><br /><br />Any and all answers welcome. If you don't want to make up a google account just to comment here, drop me an email - you can find my work email really easily from the contact directory at Bristol uni, or via my staff page.Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-417728099700130672010-04-28T05:06:00.000-07:002010-04-28T05:21:48.068-07:00not deadHello! Sorry, finishing the book wiped me out for... blimey, three months. Eek. And I'm still not back - I'm marking - but I just read a post on <a href="http://ballastexistenz.autistics.org">Ballastexistenz</a> I really wanted to link to. It's <a href="http://ballastexistenz.autistics.org/?p=618">here</a>, and it's about art and creativity and rules and elitism, but in particular, for me, it's about teaching and learning. I'm teaching languages at the moment* (in fact, I should be marking language tests <i>right now</i>), and the comment about language teaching resonated with me, because I'm trying to figure out - at the moment, and always - how to figure out the balance between rules-based, rote-learning stuff and just going in and reading and making stuff up. The balance between perfectionism and just-give-it-a-go-ism, I guess. (I posted about similar stuff <a href="http://nowandrome.blogspot.com/2009/05/brief-books-post.html">before</a>.)<br /><br />But the thing I really wanted to repost, and to pass on to my students and indeed to everyone I ever meet, is this, again from a comment on the post:<br /><br /><i>A lot of my fear about this stuff came from being taught the only way to do things was a way I couldn’t do.</i><br /><br />Which rings so many bells with me, in relation to students having an idea that you <i>have</i> to write essays by mind-mapping, then planning, then redrafting, or that you <i>have</i> to state a thesis, then a contrary point of view, then put your own point of view in the end. What gets lost is a sort of messiness and creativity, a sense that the essay is <i>theirs</i> and that they can just jump in and see what works for them. Or, as Amanda Baggs goes on to say in the same comment: <br /><br /><i>I’ve become a lot more relaxed since I started painting lots of cats. Because at least even the worst ones were done in a way that suited me and not the way people taught me.</i><br /><br />*I should say that I teach Latin, and I don't have any active language skills in Latin (though there is a conversational Latin group at my university), so I'm only talking about reading here.Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-16023618636203830932010-02-16T05:40:00.001-08:002010-02-16T05:41:42.335-08:00fugitivusI guess <a href="http://boxofmeat.net/post/385806431/fuckyougoogle">this</a> explains why Fugitivus has gone all password-protecty, but you know what it doesn't explain? It doesn't explain <i>what I'm going to do without Harriet</i>.<br /><br />Woe.<br /><br />(Let this serve as a reminder that I want at some point to do brief introductions to all those blogs over there in the sidebar. But wow, finishing a book leaves you with a backlog--)Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-80346350850100436602010-02-10T01:22:00.000-08:002010-02-10T02:46:26.592-08:00it's not finished... it's finishedso the last few days have been very like <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KAXbUP3cukk">this</a> (link goes to YouTube video), especially from 1:26: <i>It's not finished.... It's finished</i>, but yesterday I printed it off and emailed it to the publishers. and given how strict their 'guidelines to authors' are about not making changes after submission, I guess... it's finished?<br /><br />PS: There is not really going to be an author photo, I lied. Sorry.Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-28936659670003302512010-01-29T05:44:00.000-08:002010-01-29T05:50:20.971-08:00here goeshere's what our calendar looks like today:<br /><br /><a href="http://s149.photobucket.com/albums/s64/nowandrome/?action=view¤t=DSCF1622.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i149.photobucket.com/albums/s64/nowandrome/DSCF1622.jpg" width="300" border="0" alt="book"></a><br /><br />Going in to the library now with my laptop, my data stick, and my Giant List Of Things To Look Up In The <i>Oxford Latin Dictionary</i> (and elsewhere). By the time I come home again, the book should be f... f... fin....<br /><br />... no, I can't say it.<br /><br />(What do you think of this for the author photo?)<br /><br /><a href="http://s149.photobucket.com/albums/s64/nowandrome/?action=view¤t=drwillis2.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i149.photobucket.com/albums/s64/nowandrome/drwillis2.jpg" width="300" border="0" alt="I R SRS WRITR"></a>Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-80944859807974651452010-01-27T10:55:00.000-08:002010-01-27T10:57:20.718-08:00marginaliaI love some good marginalia, me. Even when it was me that wrote them, ages ago, and then forgot.<br /><br />Heidegger: We say that an equipmental contexture environs us.<br /><br />me [in margin]: Do we indeed Martin<br /><br />(But <i>honestly</i>, though. Honestly. An equipmental contexture environs us, indeed. Maybe it's better in German.)Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-33472972187619901212010-01-23T05:41:00.000-08:002010-01-23T05:47:35.746-08:00you know what?The <i>Aeneid</i> is <i>really good</i>. Just <i>really good</i>. Even outside of the whole crazy edifice I have made for it, the Tower of Song in the Underworld where Vergil lives with Lucan and Dante* and Roland Barthes drops in for tea,** it is just <i>completely brilliant</i>. <br /><br />I am going to make myself a TEAM AENEAS t-shirt like those <a href="http://www.tshirtsville.com/acatalog/Twilight_T-Shirts.html">TEAM EDWARD</a> ones. (Though I guess it should really be TEAM DIDO... Ooh, also, I should make a TEAM BELLA t-shirt!***)<br /><br />Or possibly I should go back to fixing my damn footnotes. Okay, see you in a week--<br /><br />*as in 'Jenny lives with Eric and Martin', except I guess Lucan would be the sulky teenage son here.<br /><br />**from the Tower of Theory. He invites Derrida along every week, but Derrida is too reclusive (<i>Oh, you know what, maybe next time, Roland...</i>)<br /><br />***Hooray! Lots of people already have! I like <a href="http://www.cafepress.co.uk/+twilight_team_bella_womens_dark_tshirt,340760322">this one</a>.Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-39912392365994624252010-01-22T02:51:00.000-08:002010-01-22T02:53:01.207-08:00actually it wasn't very goodI haven't quite finished it yet, but <i>A Question of Love</i> turned out to be fudging/pulling its punches on the grief stuff, and to have some very odd misogynies scattered through it. Alas.Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-14951399688991032002010-01-21T05:35:00.000-08:002010-01-21T05:50:48.933-08:00drive-byYes, hello, ten days till the deadline, I have five meetings tomorrow and a new semester's teaching starts on Monday, WHATEVER. The point is that I am planning (for February, when a utopian world of time-having and headspace and sunshine and tweeting birds will open up ahead of me) a post on chicklit, because I like chicklit and I don't want that giant post on Linda Green to look like I am dissing the genre. (In fact, LG claims to have invented a new genre called 'chick-noir', presumably on the basis of a strand of the plot I didn't talk about in which her heroine's behaviour is shown to result from a bad experience in her past - she had a miscarriage - which is an <i>absolutely standard</i> chicklit plot - I've read two others dealing with it in the last week or so, both of which handled it much better and, indeed, more noirly.)<br /><br />Anyway, though, this is not that post, it's a reminder to myself/teaser trailer to that post, in that I have just opened another sugary-pastel novel with a scribbly cover picture of a dreamy girl, described by Sophie Kinsella* on the front as <i>Pure feel-good escapism</i> and summarized by <i>Heat</i> on the back in the words <i>A resigned singleton, Laura's world is rocked when her first boyfriend appears</i>... and it appears to be about the process of grieving your husband's suicide.<br /><br />Which, again, is the thing about chicklit. It tends to deal with big, complicated emotions. It has big themes: love, death, birth, grief, pain, joy; how to build and rebuilt a romantic relationship; how to be a good friend. But for some reason, it gets painted sugary pink or acid green and described as being escapist, feel-good, charming, and/or exclusively about the 30-something hetero-dating scene. I can't decide whether this is camouflage or outright lies. <br /><br />Anyway, I am only 13 pages into this book (Isabell Wolff's <i>A Question of Love</i>), so I will tell you how it turns out. <br /><br />(Yes! Obviously some chicklit is very bad! But have you read a literary novel lately? <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sturgeon%27s_Law">Sturgeon's Law</a>, people, Sturgeon's Law. Either of them.)<br /><br />*I really, really like Sophie Kinsella. The <i>Shopaholic</i> books go off the rails quite quickly (though I really like the P J Hogan movie - remind me to tell you about P J Hogan as a critical reader of popular novels one day), but all the others are great, especially the amnesia one whose title I quite genuinely forget.Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-43855910105842916512009-12-28T07:16:00.001-08:002009-12-28T10:16:39.020-08:00I Read A Bad BookHello! The book is going very nicely, thank you, and I have lots of things to say about it, but not in this post, which is about another book, one I have just read, called <i>I Did A Bad Thing</i> by Linda Green. And yes, she did.<br /><br />I began having dubious feelings about it on the acknowledgements page, because of the juxtaposition of acknowledgements to:<br /><br /><i>my husband Ian for... never losing faith and waiting eight years... for the widescreen television I promised to buy when I got a book deal</i><br /><br />and to: <br /><br /><i>my creative writing students for providing such a welcome break from the rejections</i>. <br /><br />Which I guess put me in a suspicious and uncharitable frame of mind from the start: like, if you're going to teach creative writing despite never having produced any publishable fiction in eight years, I'm going to be looking for evidence that you at least have the kind of technical skills/craft that <i>can</i> potentially be passed on. But on that technical level, the book's kind of a mess: there are unintentional tautologies and awkward phrases like <i>the mental image I had of Nick in my mind</i>, or <i>I am filled with an overwhelming sense that I will never see him again. Maybe it was the way he said goodbye with such an air of permanence.</i> (What, like when he said 'Goodbye forever', or 'Goodbye, we won't meet again?' Gosh, maybe it was.)<br /><br />Also, it's all written in very short sentences. Except that it isn't. Really the sentences are quite long. Grammatically they are. But the sub-clauses are all marked by full stops. And capital letters. Instead of commas. Irritatingly. (<i>I felt the ache grip me again. Mixed with a fresh shot of guilt.</i>; <i>I sat there for a long time. Probably an hour. Seeing it all in my head, the images still vividly real</i>). <br /><br />The pitfalls of the very-short-sentence technique became particularly clear very early in the book, though, on p.6:<br /><br /><blockquote>The door opened and he walked in. Resplendent in his Burberry trench coat. Hair the colour of Bourneville chocolate. Stubble caressing his chin. Shit. He looked even better than I remembered.</blockquote><br /><br />Which is a particularly impressive feat given that 'he' (Nick) appears to have shown up for a job interview covered in poo (really, it took me about three reads of this to figure out that 'Shit' was <i>not</i> grammatically parallel to 'Hair' and 'Stubble', but in fact belonged with the following sentence and marked a shift into the narrator's own commentary.)<br /><br />Anyway, none of that is a giant deal, really. What made me decide I had to post about it was the way the plot actually <i>revolves</i> around the idea that vegetarians and people who do political work relating to people outside the First World are (at worst) just putting it on to make themselves feel smug or (at best) victims of psychological trauma. I was having a conversation with a friend recently who's training to be a counsellor, and she was telling me about how common it is in academic work in the field for vegetarianism to be seen as a symptom of some sort of mental disorder. (so, you know, you go to a counsellor about your post-traumatic stress disorder and he starts telling you to eat more bacon...) So I guess my brain was primed for this, a bit, but as the book went on, I was just more and more amazed and appalled at the way that vegetarianism and/or engagement with non-British politics were themselves constructed <i>purely</i> as the sign of a character's being inadequate, stupid, traumatized, infantilized, status-obsessed, and/or hypocritical.<br /><br />So, okay, examples? Well, one of the prime ones is a comparison between two dinners out in the book. The first is a birthday dinner for Sarah, the narrator: she's there alone with her boyfriend, Jonathan, who takes her to a nice restaurant but before ordering his own food, checks whether the wine is vegetarian (not filtered through isinglass); whether the soup is made with vegetarian stock; and whether there's gelatine in the cheesecake (there is); and whether the coffee is fairtrade. He's polite and helpful (he has a list of vegetarian wines with him, in case the waiter doesn't know which of the restaurant's wines are okay), and at no point does he have a go at the restaurant for not labelling its menu properly, as I might have done (this novel is set in Birmingham in 2006 or 2007, by the way). But this, in the novel's terms, constitutes 'making a fuss', and Sarah is so incensed at his behaviour that she walks out of the restaurant, shouts at him in the street, and gets a cab home on her own: <br /><br /><blockquote>I stood for a moment, gulping the damp night air, trying to stop my body from shaking. Jonathan emerged a few minutes later.<br /><br />'I'm sorry,' he said. 'I didn't mean to upset you.'<br /><br />'Well you have. It was supposed to be a quiet birthday meal, not a party political broadcast on behalf of Friends of the Earth.'<br /><br />I lowered my arm, conscious that I was jabbing a finger at him. Jonathan stood staring at me... The cab pulled up outside. I opened the rear door and got in. Jonathan was a few steps behind. <br /><br />'Sorry,' I said, turning round and slamming the door behind me, 'the cab driver filled up at Esso. I'm afraid you'll have to walk.'<br /><br />I hated doing it. But it was the only way he'd learn.</blockquote><br /><br />By contrast, this is how Sarah behaves at her works Christmas dinner where she's ordered a vegetarian meal in advance:<br /><br /><blockquote>Even the waitress looked embarrassed as she lowered the plate containing a round brownish object down before me. I looked up at her questioningly.<br /><br />'Stuffed onion,' she said.<br /><br />'What's it stuffed with?'<br /><br />'Er, Stilton,' she replied. 'And it's dressed in a vegetable gravy.'<br /><br />'And what about the other eighteen pounds I paid?'<br /><br />'Sorry?' said the waitress.<br /><br />'Well, that and the soup must have cost less than a couple of quid to throw together. I wondered what had happened to the rest of the money I paid for my meal.'</blockquote><br /><br />She decides to have the poached salmon instead: <br /><br /><blockquote>The bemused waitress removed the offending onion and scuttled away... The salmon arrived. It tasted good. Better than I remembered. Some things were worth breaking the rules for.</blockquote><br /><br />[You get the foreshadowing, right? By ordering the salmon, she is signalling her intention to chuck nice Jonathan for Nick, the guy who came to a job interview with poo on his head. That, by the way, is the plot of the novel, which is 375 pages long: she used to go out with Nick, who was going out with someone else at the time and left her for the someone-else; she felt guilty about sleeping with a girlfriended man, so tried to exorcise her guilt by going out with Jonathan; she doesn't actually like Jonathan, though, so when Nick turns up again she chucks Jonathan and goes back to Nick, although not for an unaccountably long time, cf above about the 375 pages.] Anyway, though, Sarah's behaviour at this dinner, for some reason, is <i>not</i> 'making a fuss' or 'a party political broadcast on behalf of the Value For Money Party': it's a blow for freedom! For individuality! It's 'breaking the rules' in order to gain more pleasure and more joy in life! And if you have to be loudly and publicly rude and sarcastic to an innocent waitress to get that pleasure, then so be it! That's all just part of your charming, rule-breaking, happy-go-lucky, meat-eating transgressiveness! (Imagine - eating fish! How many people are brave and free-spirited enough to break our deep-rooted English cultural taboo against eating fish? NOT MANY.) No-one would ever be embarrassed by <i>that</i> behaviour, compared to a polite request about whether there's gelatine in a cheesecake! <br /><br />Oh, but wait - Jonathan himself has admitted that his behaviour at Sarah's birthday meal was very poor:<br /><br /><blockquote>I'm sorry I upset you,' he said, his face suitably apologetic. 'I guess I was a bit distracted with the stuff at work. And wanting you to enjoy it made me a bit anxious and when I get anxious I tend to babble and, well, you know what happened.' He threw his hands out wide as he said it. His way of begging forgiveness. </blockquote><br /><br />Begging forgiveness, may I remind you, for <i>being left outside a restaurant in the rain by his girlfriend.</i> Later, Jonathan says:<br /><br /><blockquote>'Thank you... for putting up with me. I know I can be hard work sometimes. Especially when I'm feeling insecure. That's when I start coming out with all that stuff.'<br /><br />'What, like in the restaurant?'<br /><br />'Yeah. I get anxious in unfamiliar surroundings. So I revert to what I know best. What I feel safest with. It helps to disguise my lack of confidence... I must really piss you off sometimes.'</blockquote><br /><br />So there you have it. Asking about gelatine reflects a deep-seated psychological problem (to do, we learn, with wanting his mother's approval) - not, as one might have thought, reflecting, oh, say, a <i>desire on the part of a vegetarian not to be fed dead pig.</i> And it is something which would piss off any reasonable person, and something which has to be 'put up with'. <br /><br />At this point, by the way, I keep being tempted to make cheap comparisons and say 'Would Sarah/Linda treat an observant Muslim who asked about pork products/alcohol like this, and insist that religious observations are <i>also</i> nothing more than showing-off and making a scene?' Luckily, however, I don't have to speculate, because Linda Green has helpfully provided a Muslim character, so that we can answer that question. With, as it happens, a resounding <i>yes</i>. For when what I will call, with about the same level of cultural sensitivity and research as the novel itself, 'Muslim cultural stuff' clashes with white middle-class liberal values, Muslims are indeed expected to ditch the Muslim cultural stuff immediately and decisively, as it is but an obstacle to white middle-class liberal values... sorry, I mean an obstacle to shagging white men. Sorry, I mean an obstacle to <i>fulfilment and happiness</i>, obviously. <br /><br />Here's how it plays out. Sarah (our waitress-abusing, fish-eating, vegetarian-scorning narrator) has a friend called Najma, who in turn has a boyfriend called Paul. But, we find out, Najma <i>also</i> has a boyfriend called Surrinder, who sees her with her boyfriend called Paul and relays to her the message that if she stays with Paul, her parents - who are 'devout Muslims' - will disown her for good, for she has 'brought shame on the family'. <br /><br /><blockquote>'Oh, God. You poor thing. Is there no way you can reason with them? Get them to meet Paul so they can find out for themselves what he's like?'<br /><br />'No,' she said. 'It doesn't work like that. You have to stick to the rules.'</blockquote><br /><br />But this novel is nothing if not consistent. Whether choosing salmon at the works Christmas dinner or estranging oneself from one's family for life, 'sticking to the rules' is wrong, whereas breaking the rules is the way to happiness and fulfilment (or whatever it was, I forget). And so, following Sarah's advice, Najma tells Paul about her parents, and he responds by asking her to marry him.<br /><br /><blockquote>'I know it's a bit quick, what with us only being together for a few months. But you know what it's like when something feels so right. When you know you're meant to be together no matter what obstacles are in the way.'<br /><br />... 'I'm so pleased for you, Naj. So glad Paul's come through for you. You'll need his strength. I know it won't be easy for you.'<br /><br />She looked down, her face clouding over for a moment. 'It'll be harder the longer it goes on, I think. Wondering how my family are, what they're doing. And around Eid, and times like that, when I know they'll all be together.'<br /><br />'You never know,' I said, 'maybe as time passes and they miss you, they might get in touch.'<br /><br />'Maybe,' said Najma, 'but I won't be holding my breath. And I'm determined not to let it spoil things for me and Paul.'<br /><br />'Good for you,' I said.</blockquote><br /><br />Yes, indeed, good for Najma. And once again we learn that what <i>looks</i> like taking into consideration viewpoints other than good old thrifty white liberal bourgeois individualism - in this case, the viewpoint of one's own family and the culture within which one was raised - is in fact 'sticking to the rules', and should be ditched immediately, because the only thing that matters is the success of one's heterosexual romance. We actually get this stated twice, once by Nick:<br /><br /><blockquote>[Sarah:] 'It's about making sure other people don't suffer because of your actions.'<br /><br />'Bollocks it is. It's about being pious and going to bed at night feeling smug because the guy who picked your coffee beans was paid a few pennies more for his efforst. It's not exactly going to change the world, is it?'<br /><br />'You've got to start somewhere.'<br /><br />'So start with yourself. Leave Jonathan and come and live with me. I can't guarantee you Fairtrade coffee... but at least I can give you a chance at happiness.'</blockquote><br /><br />Sarah restates the same premise at the end of the novel, when we learn that her relationship with Jonathan is more important, in the global scheme of things, than the Shell pipeline in Tibet. In this scene, Sarah has grudgingly agreed to show up at her boyfriend's talk on Tibet, where she promised to be to support him some months ago, but since then another friend has got a gallery opening: she feels it's much more important for her to be one of the hundreds of people at the private view rather than at her boyfriend's talk, because <i>'This could change Colin's life. What's your talk going to do? Force the Chinese out of Tibet by Christmas?'</i><br /><br />Anyway, she goes, and what's more, she agrees to pick up some milk for the Amnesty refreshment stand on the way to the talk. But, as she casually tells Jonathan, she's bought it from the Shell garage on the corner:<br /><br /><blockquote>'You bought milk for my Tibet talk from a company which has invested millions in an oil pipeline in China?' ...<br /><br />'There are more important things in life to worry about, Jonathan, than where a bloody pint of milk came from.'<br /><br />'What's more important than upholding our principles?'<br /><br />I slapped my hand to my forehead in disbelief... 'Us, Jonathan. Me and you. At least it should be.'</blockquote><br /><br />Okay. Now, I do have a problem with the commodification of 'ethics' and 'politics', and the transformation of efforts for global political solidarity into a question of shopping. I agree that buying Fairtrade isn't going to change the world; I agree that buying ethical/organic/green products can be a way for middle-class people in the UK to buy status within their closed social circle (though I'm not quite sure what's wrong with that, to be honest: most cultures and subcultures have <i>some</i> means of buying status). But. One of the things I haven't told you is that while all this is going on, there are threatened redundancies in Sarah's workplace, and - as a union member - she is campaigning to save her friends' jobs, including balloting for strike action. She is also stricken with sadness and empathy for those of her friends who are going to be made redundant, and works hard to try and ameliorate their situation. At no point is it suggested that this form of political activism is 'sticking to the rules', a hypocritical bid for status (eg with Nick, who used to be a union rep), or the sign of a deep psychological trauma. So it really does seem that it's only if you want to do something to help people <i>outside Britain</i> (along with vegetarianism, the main targets of this novel's satire - such as it is - are Amnesty International and the boycotts of Esso and Shell) that you are automatically smug, damaged, and hypocritical. <br /><br />And that's the point at which this book stops being amusingly bad and just becomes racist. It's the other side, I think, of the thing I was talking about in <a href="http://nowandrome.blogspot.com/2009/07/there-were-people-of-colour-in-past-too.html">my post</a> about the way people try to appropriate the word 'racist' as if it were a diagnostic tool to rank the right-onness of white people, rather than to describe a set of practices which erase, discriminate against, misrepresent, and/or otherwise oppress people of colour. This whole novel runs off the idea that there can never be solidarity with people outside one's own country; there is only ever the attempt on the part of white liberals to win status from other white liberals. Which is all just another way of erasing nonwhite people,* not having to consider their experience, their exploitation, and their oppressions as <i>real</i>, and as something that middle-class white liberals directly benefit from (those non-Fairtrade cookies really <i>are</i> tastier than the Fairtrade ones!) <br /><br />So I'll close this post with one of the more blatantly racist moments in the book, when Sarah, having decided to reconcile with poor bloody Jonathan, goes to the video shop in preparation for a night in with a film and a takeaway curry. The girl on the counter asks her for her 'memorable name', for security purposes:<br /><br /><blockquote>Jonathan had taken the membership out; he usually got the videos. I had no idea.<br /><br />'Er, Sarah?' I suggested hopefully.<br /><br />The girl shook her head, her ponytail exaggerating the refusal.<br /><br />'Sorry,' she said. 'I do need it to let you take the film out.'<br /><br />... I got out my mobile and called Jonathan. 'Hi,' I said. 'I'm at the video shop. What's the password name thing I have to give?'<br /><br />'Oh, that,' said Jonathan. 'It's Aung San Suu Kyi.'<br /><br />I paused for a moment, waiting for him to say it was a joke. He said nothing.<br /><br />'Of course,' I said. 'I should have guessed.'<br /><br />I hung up and repeated the name back to the girl, who clearly wasn't well versed on the political opposition in Burma.<br /><br />'I'm not surprised you couldn't remember it,' she said. 'I've never heard of her. Who is she?'<br /><br />I hesitated. 'A porn star,' I said. 'A Thai porn star. My boyfriend's seen all her films. Ask him about her next time he comes in.'<br /><br />I took the video from her and walked out of the shop, heading for the Indian to pick up our chickpea curry. Our quiet night in no longer seemed so appealing.</blockquote><br /><br /><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aung_San_Suu_Kyi">Aung San Suu Kyi</a>, ladies and gentlemen: a name which should only ever be heard as the punchline of a joke. (It's funny because it's <i>foreign</i>. Sheesh. Do you not have a sense of humour, or something?) A name which it's okay to use to trick the girl at the video shop into asking your boyfriend about his porn-watching habits, but which it is absolutely <i>not</i> okay to claim is 'memorable'. Because that would suggest that the names of Nobel-Peace-prize-winning democratic political heroes in Burma were worth remembering - and we all know they're not. And not just neutrally 'not worth remembering', but actively <i>not to be remembered</i>: when it turns out that your boyfriend thinks that the name Aung San Suu Kyi is memorable, that lessens his value considerably, and you look forward appreciably less to spending time with him, that Burmese-name-knowing bastard. <br /><br /><small>*Except, of course, for the token Muslim girl who's allowed into the novel because she's sensible enough to break off all contact with her family so she can marry a white man she's only known a few months. (Good for you, Najma.)</small>Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-52210562085739234232009-11-06T10:05:00.000-08:002009-11-06T10:06:35.641-08:00Productive Time vs Baggy Writing TimeI haven't been posting since term started, because I've been busy. Which is a very nothing word, particularly in the modern world of today - I've just been reading lots of books by Barbara Ehrenreich, including her lovely <i>Bait and Switch</i> and <i>Bright-Sided</i>, in one of which she talks about the way that academics have elevated the idea that 'busyness' is a virtue to almost religious levels. And I do try to resist that; I'm not sure why working enormous amounts of unpaid overtime and donating extra surplus labour to an institution should be seen as morally worthy. <br /><br />So what I really mean by 'busy' is that -- well, okay, actually I <i>do</i> mean that I'm working quite a lot of unpaid overtime. But! More interestingly, I also mean that I'm occupying two quite different kinds of time/flow -- neither of which are very congenial to blogging. I'm trying to finish my book by the end of January, which is pretty tight, given that I'm teaching three units this TB and supervising three PhD students, and then there are various other demands on my time - grant applications, bits of organizing for the Desiring the Text conference, mentoring, personal tutoring, lots and lots of meetings (as well as being a member of two departments, a School and a Faculty, all of which are having lots of meetings at the moment to talk about The Situation, I'm also on one Committee, two Boards, and a Steering Group). What I'm trying to do at the moment is get all my non-writing work done on the three days a week when I have teaching scheduled - Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday - in between my six hours' teaching, two 'consultation hours' (drop-in for students) and two hours at the weekly Classics departmental research seminar. Which is making for a really, really busy start to the week - to the extent that if I have a <i>whole hour and a half</i> continuous unscheduled time, I jump on it gratefully and (eg) write a 50-minute lecture on <i>The Divine Comedy</i> or bang out a 3000-word 'Case for Support' for my AHRC grant application. So it's tiring, and to some extent it has those rewards of high-productivity in (I get to cross lots of things off lots of lists very fast!), but the thing is that it really just <i>isn't enough time</i>, which means that I'm having to do a slightly faster, shoddier job on lots of things. Which is hard to take, sometimes, because like many women academics I'm a bit of a Hermione Granger, and I really hate not doing everything <i>perfectly</i>; I hate looking less than competent in front of colleagues and students, eg because my Powerpoint for a lecture is ugly and last-minute (or because I forgot to bring it altogether), or because I need to be chased up by everyone for everything because I'm working right down to the wire on all my deadlines (and, it has to be confessed, letting the less strict ones drift right past me). Which is a low-grade waste of everyone's time and energy, I know. But the thing that I'm realizing is that learning to <i>get by</i> is a skill in itself. I could call it 'prioritizing', I guess, and that's part of it, but that sounds like a fun thing to do, like you get a little thrill out of being ruthless and effective. I'm talking more about the other side of it - about learning to live with the consequences of what I have to <i>de</i>prioritize, learning not to beat myself up when I just don't have time to do a really good job. <br /><br />But what all this does is buy me (on a good week, which is about four out of the ten weeks of term, when I don't have extra teaching or meetings scheduled on my 'free' days) three days for writing: Thursdays, Fridays, and Saturdays. (Usually I am adamant about having two days off a week, but I've gone down to one day a week till the book is done.) Which is the other kind of time/flow that I was talking about: Baggy Writing Time, time where you get up and down from your chair and wander into the kitchen looking for the perfect sentence to bridge into your next paragraph, and end up spending forty-five minutes on the washing-up. Or when you realize (like I did yesterday) at 11am that you can't do any more work on Chapter Two today because you've just torn it down and restructured it from the ground up, so you have to give your undermind time to get used to that before you get to the sentence-writing part of the writing process. But part of the discipline of keeping time free for writing, I'm figuring out, is that that <i>didn't</i> mean I could open the rest of that day onto Productive Time, because that would throw my brain off track for the writing. (As it happened, I discovered that I had to redo the maths on a grant application very fast that afternoon, which neatly solved both problems, because it meant I Got Stuff Done that wouldn't then eat into Baggy Writing Time <i>next week</i>, but didn't involve having to wrap my brain around any new kind of intellectual stuff and thus distract it from thinking about Julius Caesar.)<br /><br />So that's where I am at the moment: either on a weirdly Fordist kind of production-line for academics, where my time isn't my own to command because every email or knock on the door is like the next thing going past on the conveyor belt, organizing my workflow at the pace of the university machine, or on baggy writing time, where I have to protect a space for my thinking and my writing to go at their own pace as far as possible, not to be disrupted by demands from outside. Either way, it means I'm not blogging much. Normal service will hopefully be resumed in February.Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-89728004085597176772009-10-29T10:06:00.000-07:002009-10-29T10:09:32.078-07:00Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-59092538329232657522009-10-21T03:43:00.001-07:002009-10-21T03:48:51.735-07:00Happy Birthday, Ursula K Le GuinI wanted to write a long post about <i>Lavinia</i> for today, but I haven't been able to. So this is just to say: happy 80th birthday, Ursula K Le Guin. <i>Lavinia</i> is one of the most rich, beautiful, intelligent and moving encounters with Vergil since he took Dante's hand and led him into the Inferno; 'The Ones Who Walk Away From Omelas' has changed the way I and many of my students think about utopia, literature, and the social; 'The Author of the Acacia Seeds' has done the same for language, humanity, and the limits of communication; 'The Diary of the Rose', for dream and politics. <br /><br />Not even to mention <i>Earthsea</i>, <i>The Dispossessed</i>, <i>The Left Hand of Darkness</i>.<br /><br />Like so many other people in the world, I am profoundly and unrepayably in your debt. Thank you, and happy birthday!Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-52707332907228229382009-09-01T03:51:00.000-07:002009-09-01T04:24:35.141-07:00Things You Should All Read: PreambleSince I started at Bristol in 2005, I've always taught a unit to first-year undergraduates called 'Critical Issues', which is one of those hair-tearing-out 'Theory In Ten Weeks' courses, which goes, like, Week 1: Feminism. Week 2: Psychoanalysis. Week 3: Postcolonialism. It's a challenging course to teach for me, because I'm one of those people to whom theory speaks with a kind of hair-raising immediacy: I remember sitting in the Bodleian Library when I was doing my undergraduate degree, reading an essay on writing in Euripides' <i>Hippolytus</i> which drew on the work of Derrida - the first time I'd ever come across him - and just staring at it, going <i>But this is my life! This is my LIFE!</i> And then I went to Leeds to do an MA in Cultural Studies and stayed on for a PhD, to work with <a href="http://www.leeds.ac.uk/fine_art/people/staff/be.html">Barbara Engh</a>, so not only do I have an immediate <i>I-need-this, this-will-save-me</i> click with theory, but I have spent the last ten years working on and with and in it, so that the ideas of Derrida and Barthes and Benjamin and Adorno and Butler are just absolutely intuitively <i>given</i> for me now. <br /><br />Meanwhile, my students have never been exposed to any of this stuff really or rigorously: some of them are repelled by it as intuitively and strongly as I was attracted, though most of them aren't - but all of them are, like, <i>what?</i> Things that are (now) part of my basic orientation towards the world are absolutely new and strange and profoundly challenging and difficult to assimilate for almost all of them. (And they were for me, once, of course, but I somehow knew how much I was going to <i>get</i> from them, so the challenge and the difficulty were exciting, not threatening.) So there's an interesting gap between me and them, which I guess is the gap where pedagogy happens, but it's been an interesting time figuring out how to measure and <i>use</i> that space-between.<br /><br />All of which is actually tangential to my point, which is that, for some of those reasons, the unit can be quite an intense experience: it involves a kind of learning which (I hope) connects up with bits of experience and headspace and thought and affect that other units don't reach. And I think it's for that reason that I was very happy and tickled when one of my students last year asked me for recommendations of more books to read: I felt like I was being asked for a particular kind of book, books with that kind of edge to them, books that connected to and articulated those inchoate, itchy experiences and insights that mainstream culture, the most readily available formulae for reading and thinking, doesn't give you the resources to think about, to formulate, to work with and on. <br /><br />So anyway, since then I've been vaguely thinking, in the back of my mind, about the books and stories that I would like to recommend. And since I've had at least one email from a student about this blog, I thought I might as well stick the list up here for future reference, in case anyone else ever asks me for it. I'll put it in a separate post from this preamble, and link it from the sidebar.Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-77942597582912814282009-08-25T17:28:00.000-07:002009-08-25T17:31:22.441-07:00Feminism 09<a href="http://www.fil.btik.com/p_Home.ikml">I hope to be able to make it to this</a> feminist event in London in October.Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-56545299463701238212009-08-17T18:42:00.000-07:002009-08-17T18:45:05.537-07:00I should totally read <a href="http://andrewrilstone.files.wordpress.com/2009/08/sentinels1-2.pdf">this giant zine</a> about what causes fic at some point. (Tony, one for you too, I think, in relation to the idea of a geek aesthetic?)Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-76155196506529115662009-08-11T00:35:00.000-07:002009-08-11T01:19:29.148-07:00Towards an Erotics of ReceptionSo for a long time me and my esteemed colleague at the University of Toronto, Anna Wilson, have been putting together a call for papers for a conference next July, which is going to be about loving texts. <br /><br />From my point of view, the conference comes partly out of my interest in the relationship between sex and language. They're intimately related, of course, in that language can be highly eroticized, and in that our language has some effect on (if it doesn't determine) the way we think about and experience our bodies and our sexualities. But at the same time sex and language can be understood to be completely different: language as cerebral, virtual, unreal, representative, sex as bodily, real, true, authentic, nonrepresentational: sex as an 'outside' to language and power, or sex as the site where we are most intimately engaged with language and power. That's something that's gone on intriguing me for more than a decade, and which partly explains my interest in writing about sex. (I'm also interested, as several years of my students have been mildly-to-profoundly shocked to discover, in sex as a metaphor for writing, as in Calvin Thomas's wonderful essay <a href="http://www.informaworld.com/smpp/ftinterface?content=a741953111&rt=0&format=pdf">Must Desire Be Taken Literally?</a> on Helene Cixous, writing, and anal sex.)<br /><br />I'm also someone who loves books, writing, language, someone who writes fanfiction, someone who gets crushes on books and authors and characters, and someone who teaches literature: so I'm also interested in the way that whole messy range of responses to texts and writings gets cut up and organized institutionally. Me, I feel like writing within a fictional universe and writing an analytic essay about a book are both ways of loving texts, but I know lots of people think that analysis and love are opposed (cf <a href="http://ilikethispoem.com/?p=84">this really beautiful poem</a> by U A Fanthorpe), and that intrigues me too, not only for what it says about literature but for what it says about love.<br /><br />So I'm really excited to be organizing this conference: not only will I get a chance to talk for a whole day to other people from around the world who are interested in love and desire as modes of making textual connections, but it's going to be the basis for an application for a Research Network grant, so hopefully there will be a whole series of research events on this theme. In the short term, though, I'm particularly delighted that <a href="http://english.fas.nyu.edu/object/CarolynDinshaw.html">Carolyn Dinshaw</a> (whose book I blogged about <a href="http://nowandrome.blogspot.com/2009/04/getting-medieval.html">here</a>) has agreed to be our keynote speaker. I'm excited to meet her, and to start what I hope will be an ongoing conversation with her and with everyone else who participates!<br /><br />Here's the Call for Papers. There'll be an official web page for the conference at the University of Bristol website soon, and I'll let you have that link as soon as I can, but in the meantime, please pass on the news to anyone who might be interested, and feel free to link to this post!<br /><br /><br /><b>DESIRING THE TEXT, TOUCHING THE PAST: TOWARDS AN EROTICS OF RECEPTION</b><br /><br />A one-day conference co-organized by <br /><br /><a href="http://www.bristol.ac.uk/arts/birtha/centres/institute/">The Bristol Institute of Greece, Rome and the Classical Tradition</a> & <a href="http://www.chass.utoronto.ca/medieval/">the Centre for Medieval Studies, University of Toronto</a><br /><br />University of Bristol, 10 July 2010<br /><br />Keynote Speaker: Professor Carolyn Dinshaw, NYU<br /><br />CALL FOR PAPERS<br /><br /><i>In reading Cicero's letters I felt charmed and offended in equal measure. Indeed, beside myself, in a fit of anger I wrote to him as if he were a friend and contemporary of mine, forgetting, as it were, the gap of time, with a familiarity appropriate to my intimate acquaintance with his thought; and I pointed out those things he had written that had offended me.</i> (Petrarch, Rerum Familiarum Liber I.1.42)<br /><br />Love, desire, fannish obsession and emotional identification as modes of engaging with texts, characters and authors are often framed as illegitimate and transgressive: excessive, subjective, lacking in scholarly rigour. Yet such modes of relating to texts and pasts persist, across widely different historical periods and cultural contexts. Many classical and medieval authors recount embodied and highly emotional encounters with religious, fictional or historical characters, while modern and postmodern practices of reception and reading - from high art to the subcultural practices of media fandom - are characterized by desire in all its ambivalent complexity. Theories of readership and reception, however, sometimes seem unable to move beyond an antagonistic model: cultural studies sees resistant audiences struggling to gain control of or to overwrite an ideologically loaded text, while literary models of reception have young poets fighting to assert their poetic autonomy vis-a-vis the paternal authority of their literary ancestors.<br /><br />This conference aims, by contrast, to begin to elaborate a theory of the erotics of reception. It will bring together scholars working in and across various disciplines to share research into reading, writing and viewing practices characterized by love, identification, and desire: we hope that it will lead to the establishment of an international research network and the formulation of some long-term research projects. In order to facilitate discussion at the conference, <b>we will ask participants to circulate full papers (around 5,000 words) in May 2010.</b><br /><br />We now invite <b>abstracts of 300 words</b>, to be submitted by email <b>by 30 November 2009</b>. Abstracts will be assessed on the basis of their theoretical and interdisciplinary interest. We particularly welcome contributions from scholars working on literary, visual and performance texts in the fields of: history, reception studies, mediaeval studies, fan studies, cultural studies, theology, and literary/critical theory.<br /><br />Some ideas which might be addressed include, but are not limited to:<br /><br />* Writing oneself into the text: self-insertion and empathetic identification<br />* Historical desire: does the historian desire the past? <br />* Hermeneutics and erotics<br />* Pleasures of the text, pleasures of the body: (how) are embodied responses to the text gendered? <br />* Anachronistic reading: does desire disturb chronology? <br />* Erotics and/or eristics: love-hate relationships with texts<br /><br />This conference is part of the 'Thinking Reciprocity' series and will follow directly from the conference 'Reception and the Gift of Beauty' (Bristol, 8-9 July 2010). Reduced fees will be offered to people attending both conferences. <br />If you have any queries, or to submit an abstract, please contact one of the conference organizers: <br /><br />Dr Ika Willis (Ika.Willis@bristol.ac.uk)<br />Anna Wilson (anna.wilson@utoronto.ca)Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-69933291263357838352009-08-10T22:47:00.000-07:002009-08-10T22:52:20.598-07:00No I Am Not On FacebookCan someone who is on Facebook check <a href="http://www.facebook.com/people/Ika-Willis/1173382730">this</a> out? I have never joined Facebook, and I know full well there isn't anyone else called Ika Willis, but on the other hand I am clearly not important enough for anyone to join Facebook <i>pretending to be me</i>, so I am flummoxed. (And secretly hoping that I <i>am</i> important enough to have someone impersonating me, obviously.) But presumably Facebook has just harvested my name from, I don't know, staff web pages or Google blogs or something, and set this up without telling me? Or maybe they did tell me and I ignored them, because I ignore all Facebook-related email. Whatever, I am mildly irritated, because I want not only not to be on Facebook but actively to be a person <i>without</i> a Facebook page.)Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-64758192050728417762009-08-03T02:38:00.000-07:002009-08-03T02:47:38.147-07:00Letter to WisConYou know, one thing I feel kind of embarrassed about is that I don't actually know what WisCon <i>is</i>. 'Some kind of awesome fat-positive feminist trans-friendly queer anti-racist SF convention' is how I think of it in my head, although I'm also aware that it doesn't live up to that tag. Anyway.<br /><br />But <a href="http://carlbrandon.org/wiki/index.php/Founding_Letter">this letter!</a> This letter is lovely. <br /><br /><i>Talking about issues of race and access makes everyone uncomfortable. There’s a particular expression of that discomfort in the sf community, where we have the hope that race is one of the differences between humans that will cease to matter in our brave new future, and that the best way to hasten that future is to act as though we don’t ‘see’ race [see note]. But, as Chip Delany has said, someone who can’t see something that threatens his life is not going to be his best ally...<br /><br />This high level of discomfort squashes dialogue and leaves people feeling that race is still an issue, but it’s somehow shameful to even speak about it. As feminists we’ve had a parallel experience in trying to raise awareness and organize around issues of feminism. Feminism has developed a time-tested way of dealing with such silencing, which is to first take a little private time and discuss the issues amongst ourselves, without the need for constantly allaying the dominant group’s anxiety at every step. </i><br /><br />Anyway. This is mostly for my own reference, so I can model my own teaching and talking practice on this kind of sweet, straightforward tone, wherever possible. (Not that I am going to give up ranting, don't worry--)<br /><br />And yeah! I'm in Melbourne. I've been to two conferences in July, I haven't blogged about either of them, or about Australia, at all. I feel a bit hampered by the fact that I brought the wrong camera lead so I can't upload photos--Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-73707253758755220282009-07-28T18:14:00.000-07:002009-07-28T20:01:02.869-07:00there were people of colour in the past, too!Thinking about Benjamin and writing the introduction to Now & Rome, which currently closes with the quote from Carolyn Dinshaw about the past as a site of identification and cultural connection, with unpredictable but powerful effects on the future, has brought something into focus for me which is really interesting. (I mean, really interesting to me, not really interesting as a kind of cutting-edge expansion of thinking about race, or anything.) Anyway, this post has been brewing for a while, but I notice it's <a href="http://community.livejournal.com/ibarw/">International Blog Against Racism Week</a> this week, so it seemed like a good time to post it. <br /><br />So over the last few years I've noticed some things about talking/thinking about race and racism in the UK, and particularly in relation to teaching post-colonial theory and literature. I should probably contextualize by saying that post-colonialism is not the focus of my teaching, but something that gets touched on in most of the units I teach: I specialize in reception/appropriation, and I work mainly with Latin and English literature, so the history of imperialism and resistance is a crucial part of the way I think about literature and our relationships to it as authors and readers. For example, in the Critical Issues unit I teach to first-year English students, we have a week or two on <i>Jane Eyre</i>, talking about how the politics and metaphorics of imperial racism actually underpin the plot and the emotional drive of the narrative, even though this is not ostensibly a novel 'about' race and indeed, arguably, has no non-white characters. Then I teach a unit on Contemporary Literature, in which we read Derek Walcott's <i>Omeros</i> and Jean Rhys's <i>Wide Sargasso Sea</i>, and I also teach <i>Omeros</i> in my unit on the Legacy of Classical Literature. <br /><br />So one of the things I've noticed in both my teaching and my observation of the culture in the UK more widely is a tendency in white British people to behave as if accusations of racism were more serious than, well, racist behaviour. So it's okay for white people to say pretty much anything we like about race and/or people of other ethnicities: we might, like Martin Amis, be 'experimenting with the limits of permissible thought' when we say we think perhaps all British Muslims should be rounded up; or we might, like Sacha Baron-Cohen, be doing edgy comedy by perpetuating racism (in order to laugh at it); or we might be performing any number of intelligent, thoughtful, experimental, unserious, free speech acts. But when someone calls a white person (or their behaviour, or the things they say/write) racist, that's a <i>terrible</i>, and terribly serious, accusation, and we have to jump through an impossible series of hoops to prove that they <i>really are</i> racist before we say such a terrible thing. <br /><br />And there's such a huge disconnect here - I don't want to call it a failure of empathy, because I don't really think that's what's going on, and because of the excellent work by people like, I think, Sara Ahmed* on empathy as <i>dis</i>abling critical responses to racism by white students ('I cried when I read <i>Beloved</i> and that means I am <i>totally able to understand the life experience of poor black women in the UK</i>, and if they say I can't they're <i>wrong</i>!'). But it's a huge double standard, and its invisibility to my students (and to me, before I struggled to figure out what was going on) is extraordinary. <br /><br />One of the ways I notice this is in a persistent motif in student essays on <i>Jane Eyre</i>, which is that we can't, mustn't, or shouldn't say that the book or the author 'is racist', because Bronte lived in 'the past', where 'they didn't know' that it was bad to be racist. So again, it's much more important to be fair to Charlotte Bronte than it is to engage with the ways in which her text constructs race and power, and vice versa (the ways in which race and power construct <i>Jane Eyre</i>, beyond or outside Bronte's ability to control the language she uses). Part of this is about the way the figure of 'the author' still persists in our thinking about texts (who cares whether Bronte was racist, as a person, or not? She's been dead like a hundred years!), and I think also that perhaps students are trained at school to think that 'critical judgement' is not about analysis but about evaluation (this is a Great Book, this is Populist Trash). But part of it is straightforward racism, of a kind that's so entrenched in (my) white consciousness that it's taken me a long time to see how simple it really is:<br /><br /><i>There were people of colour in the past too</i>. To say that a book is 'not racist' because it was written in the past and 'they didn't know any better' is to do history from the point of view of the oppressor to a really startling degree. Because, you know, <i>who</i> didn't know any better? White people who dehumanized black people, and profited from the dehumanization. The African slaves working on the sugar plantation which provides the basis for Jane's financial independence and therefore her successful/model marriage? They knew better. <br /><br />Getting people to think of racism <i>solely</i> as a diagnostic tool for ranking the goodness, rightness, and therefore authority/prestige, of white people, rather than as a system of violent oppression of people of colour: that must count as one of the biggest victories for the anti-civil-rights backlash. <br /><br />Another thing that's interesting is the way my students have learned somewhere that racism is <i>always</i> in the past, so that one of them wrote of Derek Walcott's <i>Omeros</i> that <i>at first</i> the critical response was a straightforwardly racist one, that the poem was bad and didn't count as an epic, but <i>later</i>, when we had all made a bit more progress towards equality, everyone realized that it was a great poem and totally did count as an epic. Now this is just simply not true: <i>Omeros</i> came out in 1990, and Walcott won the Nobel in 1992; and US/UKian public/critical culture has not really become noticeably less racist since 1990. I think the student was referring to an essay in a special edition of <i>South Atlantic Quarterly</i> - in 1997, incidentally - about the politics of calling <i>Omeros</i> an 'epic', and whether 'epic' is essentially a European genre or whether that in itself is a racist appropriation of a genre shared by, say, Yoruba narrative/mythological poetry. But that essay was very clear that this debate is ongoing - two simultaneous positions - while this student had obviously been under very great cultural pressure - great enough to mean they had not been able to hear what I had said about <i>Omeros</i>, or read what David Farrell Krell had written - to translate this into a diachronic narrative: there <i>was</i> racism, and now there is colour-blind appreciation of great poetry.<br /><br />And so much of my teaching - because it's about cultural change and appropriation and time and reading - seems to engage with students right at the intersection of these two cultural pressures: to translate and flatten currents of thinking and power and reading into a simple diachronic narrative of progress ('we used to be racist but we're all right now'), and to think of racism as a bad character trait. (I actually saw an anti-racist white friend on the internet describe racism in precisely those words recently.) <br /><br />I think there's another move that needs to be made here, about quite what that intersection does to history: I think it whitens it, along the lines of Benjamin's vision of history as a long procession of the victors. So that the lines of transmission of history, of the past, are <i>themselves</i> white, and so that the transformative power of the past, and in particular the possibility for identification with people of colour across time, is denied. I need to think about this more, perhaps.<br /> <br />One thing I do have to say before I finish is that I was helped so much in my thinking here by a post I can't now find again, very annoyingly - if anyone knows what I'm referring to, could you link me? It was about how one of the key differences between privileged and unprivileged positions is that people in privileged positions <i>aren't used to being told they're wrong</i>. So people of colour live in cultures which tell them all the time, in subtle and not-so-subtle ways, that the way they understand the world is wrong, but white people (<i>qua</i> white people - obviously gender, ability/disability, sexuality, etc have huge impacts on the way we experience privilege/unprivilege) have a constant little flow of reassuring messages that whiteness is normal, attractive, empowering, and, crucially, not-to-be-remarked-on. So it <i>feels</i>, maybe, to a white person, and particularly to a white person who's used to being told they're intelligent, perceptive, and sensitive (like most of the students I teach), really bad to be called a racist, because we all 'know' that racists are the opposite: ignorant, wilfully blind to reality, and insensitive. So that's where some of that giant disconnect that I talked about above comes from, I think. <br /><br />*Sarah Ahmed, 'The Politics of Bad Feeling', <i>Australasian Journal of Critical Race and Whiteness Studies</i> 1 (2005): 72-85.Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-51261573096407752802009-07-15T01:44:00.001-07:002009-07-15T02:01:08.459-07:00going awayTravelling, then holiday, then Violence conference. Normal service will be resumed around 27 July, from MELBOURNE!!!<br /><br />Back in Bristol 29 August.Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7106797429392727612.post-29601964590893200722009-07-07T11:05:00.001-07:002009-07-07T11:08:22.743-07:00violence 2so now I am reading Agamben's <i>State of Exception</i>, and where he writes<br /><br /><blockquote>Obviously, it is not a question here of a transitional phase that never achieves its end, nor of a process of infinite deconstruction that, in maintaining the law in a spectral life, can no longer get to the bottom of it. The decisive point here is that the law - no longer practiced, but studied - is not justice, but only the gate that leads to it. What opens a passage towards justice is not the erasure of law, but its deactivation and inactivity - that is, another use of the law</blockquote><br /><br />I have written in the margin YES YES - <b>LUCAN</b>. <br /><br />Given that what I am doing is making notes for my paper on violence and law in Lucan, I really wish I had the slightest idea what I'd been thinking when I wrote that --Ikahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16954104097396714498noreply@blogger.com2